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Wednesday, May 16th, 2007
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7:02 am
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Im acutally online! whoahhh.
anyways. to sum up where ive been in a short amount of time, i will be frank.
A week or so ago, I wrecked my car. My beautiful silver 99 pontiac grand am 2 door sport edition...
I loved that car.
I spent two days in the hospital cause i got knocked unconcious, and had a major cuncussion. I had sever headaches when i went home so i just slept for a bout a week.
Im better now, but the insurance company is screwing me over. i owe 5,000 on the car. and they want to give me 3,000. meaning i still will be making 2,000 in payments on a car that i dont have anymore. AND I HAD FULL COVERAGE!!
im hiring a lawyer because kelly blue book says my car IS worth the 5 grand, so thats what im demanding from the insurance, plus the wages lost cause not having a car lost my boyfriends job.
then after that, i just had 4 impacted wisdom teeth pulled last tuesday, and my mouth STILL hurts. Im on percasets, (sp?) which are stronger than loritabs. i think my mouth got infected... this sucks..
SO. thats why i havent been doing much. Ive been either in pain, or drugged up on pain killers , PLUS fighting with the insurance company, PLUs trying to find a car and a job that can pay for said car.
Right now im in the red. and it blows.
I MISS YOU ALL! call me sometime!
current mood:  frustrated
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| Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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3:10 pm - I finally quit.
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I FINALLY QUIT QUIKTRIP! It wasnt a bad job but i think it just wasnt right for me in the type of work. I like working more closely with people, and the only time i worked with people at quicktrip was at the register were EVERYONE and there DOG is in a hurry. Or if there is an irate person at the pump that needs help i get to walk out there to get bitched at for the gas prices and the new pump start card. like i can really do anything about those things lol.
anyways. I got a new job at Shorty Smalls. Its a brand new resturant opening up on maple and 119th. Im so happy. I cant wait to start. mY manager tells me that t he resturant is kind of like a Buffalo Wild Wings resturant, but with more home cooked food. in the style and service i mean. hell, im hung over as FUCK i dont know what im saying. i dont even know how im typing . My heeeaaadddd...
gotta go pass out now. Bye bye
current mood:  hungover...
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| Monday, August 15th, 2005
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9:06 pm - Curious quiz. I think its fitting.
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~*~Result nr 12~*~
Your power is: The ability to breathe
under water
Explanation: When swimming, you don't
need to get up and take a new fresh breath
since you take in oxygen from the water. This
allows you to stay in the water as much as
you'd like. In good purposes it can save
drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help
you drag down a person to the depths and have
them drowned. This power helps you escape the
world, if even for a bit, since you have grown
to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations
crushed. Now you try to control your hopes
because you don't want to get hurt again. You
feel there is no hope for you in the future and
have no real goals. But unlike the Controller
of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly
negative emotions. You have few friends, if
any, and feel you are unable to speak about
your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you
don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be
filled despair whereever you go and you are
bitter becaue the world has failed you. It
didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and
you feel betrayed. It is also likely the
feeling of betrayal comes from past
relationships where you were left alone in the
end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly
depressed and not letting out your emotions
properly there is a possibility for cutting, to
let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of
despair grows to strong you might consider
taking your life.
What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
brought to you by Quizilla
current mood:  numb
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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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10:15 pm - ATTENTION ATTENTION ATTENTION ATTENTION!!!!!!!
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I AM GOING TO BE DELETING THIS JOURNAL SOME TIME IN THE FUTURE.
Why? because all the entries.. im tired of looking at them and people able to look at them. Im making a new journal. the name is alex_is_alive
If you want to be my friend, then add me to your friends list with that name! thanks alot! love ya all!
current mood:  accomplished
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| Monday, May 30th, 2005
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11:03 pm - Im so tired.
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Soooo tired.
Sleepy tired
and just fucking tired of life in general. but im okay. Ill just face the day with my willpower. ^^
current mood:  okay
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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11:41 pm - Just do IT! Its fun! really. its the shit. just do it. -_-;
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
WHAT ABOUT US:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Do you have a crush on me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
current mood:  bitchy
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11:28 pm - ...YEAH RIGHT LOfreakinL
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current mood: bitchy
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| Friday, May 13th, 2005
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12:41 am - GO HEEERRREEEEEE!!!!
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http://www.battleofthebands.com/dearaugustine
Go here and listen to both songs fully! You probably will like the songs as much as i do and you wont regret it. Do it as that favor you probably will owe me in the future anyways so do it now!
Bestregards, Al~ex
current mood:  crazy
current music: late nights - dear augustine
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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11:51 pm - My own stupidity amazes me.
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Im so tired right now, forgive me for any typos i make, or ill bite your nose off...
anyways. Each day i find it harder and harder to scuttle off to work land, but i have to keep forcing myself. I need the money. Hate the job, but need the money. blah.
So i want to write about things, but im feeling lazy, i guess i will anyways.
Today ... sarafu and i played with a playskool toy for hours, then got pissed at it and tried to destroy it, then got bored and wandered away. that was about it.
Thought about moving to oregon to finish school, but i really dont want to move in with my aunt that lives there, and other than sasha i know no one there. and my friends here are all screaming for me not to go, so i guess i wont. I may go to northwest next year to finish school. that sounds good i guess.
umm.. what else? ..I dunno. im too tired. im going to bed. night!
current mood:  sleepy
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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11:39 pm - RAWRAWRAWRAWR!! DOOO ITTTTT!!!!!!
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Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you.
Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal so I may do the same.
current mood:  bouncy
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| Sunday, April 24th, 2005
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1:32 am
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Im too cold and numb for my own good. i cant help any of my friends. im so used to hard times, so i keep all my crap inside and ive mastered the art of pushing things so far down that i dont feel the feelings anymore, so when people tell me their problems, i get confused as to why they dont do the same and tell them to.."get over it ya big baby"...
I cant believe im so callous some times. But, to make it in this world, you cant let things get to you. only the strong survive and those who cry get sent packing.
Sorry but thats how it works in the real world. stop trying to get people to feel sorry for you. stop being so weak. if i can be strong anyone can so you get no sympathy from me. ive had it 100x worse than any of you could even imagine and you dont see me complaining all the time.
kids these days.. sheesh.
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12:42 am - faaaassshhhiiooonnnnn..... ~
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current mood:  geeky
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| Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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11:54 am - Being out of the loop is a statement.. of sorts.
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Im protesting because my uncle took the good computer away, and all i have left to post with is my own crappy computer. So i wait unitll i get the chance to post at friends houses and use their computers. Im at sarafu's house now, soon to be leaving and heading off to worky work. BLEH. I I dun wanna work on a sunday. fuuu..
Anyways, Ive been out of touch with people lately, because work has me so tired, but dont forget, if you want to talk to me, just email me or something. I havent fallen off a cliff or anything. yet. lol
Well I should go now, Ill talk to everyone later.
Byebyes for now.
current mood:  exhausted
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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11:52 pm
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Woo hoo! I spent all week cleaning my room and it looks great! The bad news is, I figured out why i stuffed everything under my bed and in my closet in the first place.. Ive got so much stuff I dont know what to do with! I cleaned out my closed and under my bed, and just ended up tossing it all back into my closet cause i have absolutely no where else to put it. whew.. at least when the closet door is closed, the room looks nice!
Anyways. Thats about all the livejournal worthy stuff ive got for yall today, so... WATCH ME DANCE! WOOOOOO!
current mood: accomplished
current music: Something by koda kumi
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| Friday, March 4th, 2005
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2:11 am
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Feh...
Couple days ago I got a speeding ticket.. For the first time too. Usually I can start crying and they just give me warnings.. but this guy was an old fart and had nothing better to do. He also gave me a ticket for having no insurance! What a jerk! Whats it to him weather im insured on the truck or not? .. I guess ill have to look that up. I thought insurance was for like.. wrecks and stuff and how much insurance will cover accidents and... bleh.. I dunno, i feel dumb now.
anyways, about the ticket.. c'mon.. I was doin like 42, in a 30Mph zone.. I honestly thought it was 45mph all the way through too!... Stupid road and being 45 for a half mile then being 30 for like a quarter of a mile till a stopsign where it turns into 20... cant they just like.. pick one??
Bah.. still tring to pay the 66 bucks they want for that.. Anywho.. heres some interesting quizzes for yall to look at if you want. I think they are fun anyways..
The Big Fat Outlaw Star Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla
current mood:  Ehh..kinda blah..
current music: Carols
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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10:59 pm - READ MEEE
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Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Mark the things that are true.
3. Whatever you don’t mark is false.
*01. I miss somebody right now.
*02. I don’t watch much TV these days.
*03. I love olives.
*04. I love sleeping.
*05. I own lots of books.
*06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
*07. I love to play video games.
*08. I’ve tried marijuana.
09. I’ve watched porn movies.
10. I have been in a threesome.
*11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
*12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
*13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
**16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
**17. I have a hobby.
18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
**19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
**20. I’m smart.
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones.
**22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
**24. I’m paranoid at times.
**25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
**26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
**28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
**30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
**32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
**34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
**36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
**37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
**38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
**39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
**40. I know how to cornrow.
**41. I am usually pessimistic.
**42. I have a lot of mood swings.
**43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past.
**46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
**48. I think that I’m popular.
**49. I am currently single.
**50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
**51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
**52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
**53. I love to shop for shoes.
**54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
**58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
**59. I’m a pretty good dancer.
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
**62. I have a cell phone.
**63. I believe in God.
**64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
**65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
**66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
**68. I’ve rejected someone before.
**69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
**71. I want to have children in the future.
**72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I’m not allergic to anything.
**77. I have a lot to learn.
**78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie.
**80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
**82. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
**83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
**84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
**88. I enjoy some country music.
**89. I would die for my best friends.
**90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
**94. I love Michael Jackson,(I loved him before his nose fell off..)
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
**96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I have watched Spongebob and liked it.
**98. I have dated a close friend’s ex.
**99. I have cut myself before.
100. I am happy at this moment.
current mood:  amused
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| Thursday, February 24th, 2005
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12:50 am - Hrmmm...
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Who's been commenting in your journal?
These statistics were generated using the LJ Stats Web Interface by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mpnolan. Original idea from scrapdog's LJ Comment Stats Wizard.
current mood:  curious
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12:15 am - Copied from Yuki-Chan! x3
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Ten} Friends That Mean Something To You…
1. Bobbi
2. Yuki-chan
3. Matty
4. Krissy
5. Jillian
6. Kylie
7. Juju
8. Joey
9. Amber
10. Sasha
{Nine} Things That Annoy You…
1. Religious Extremists
2. Emo kids or Attention seekers..(sick/dying/depressed/suicidal/liars or annoying people that do things for attention)
3. Homophobia
4. Racism
5. Bratz
6. Snobby rich people
7. Taxes
8. High prices on EVERYTHING
9. Everything on cartoon network that isnt Adult Swim or Looney toons..
{Eight} Things You Do Everyday…
1. Go Jogging
2. Argue with someone
3. Ride horses
4. Call people
5. Do chores (Feed/exorcise horses, Clean/Build barn, work on the tractor, help neighbor move cattle, fix any new broken spots in the fence that seem to appear day after day.. *sigh* and if there is nothing left to do I clean house....ewwie)
6. Drive around or generally go see people
7. Listen to Music
8. When all else fails... take a nap
{Seven} Ways To Your Heart…
1. Roses
2. Good sense of Humor
3. Smartness
4. Cuddlyness
5. Food
6. Candy (Quiet..)
7. Comfortable personality (no akward silences)
{Six} Memories You’ll Never Forget…
1. August 1996 when I got my first horse..Danny
2. July 2004 when Danny died and I buried him beside the house.
3. All the rodeos I ever went to with kylie and watching her compete in the events and shows.
4. Kylie showing me a bit on how to compete in barrel racing.
5. Christian camp polo where I became closer to my friend Jillian
6. Being retarded and sponteneous with Yuki-Chan
{Five} Things You Wish You Could Change About Yourself…
1. Face, never getting pimples again...grar...
2. Weight , For my height im that few extra pounds over weight that i can fix if i just stop being lazy x3
3. Sucking at Math
4. Having hardly any emotion in certian areas, and too much emotion when it comes to jealousy and lonliness
5. Talking too much and being nervous around people
{Four} Things You Will Not Do...
1. Smoke
2. Be quiet when I know I should fight for what I believe in.
3. Stop talking to any friends, I will track down each and every one of you no matter what!
4. Intentionally hurt the people I love..
{Three} Things (or people) You Put Before Yourself…
1. God
2. My friends
3. Happiness of others
{Two} Secrets...
1. I brush my teeth in the showerXD
2. I think the color (light)pink is cute (im still not admitting that out loud..)
{One} Thing Worth Waiting For...
1. My millianaire real parents to come claim me and apologise for giving me away at birth! XD (yeah right)
current mood:  content
current music: Core of Soul - Full Moon Prayer
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| Monday, February 14th, 2005
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12:23 am - Yo mah homies.....gah I HATE VALENTINES DAY
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Hey yo. Ive been busy doing.. nothing. Well nothing important. Going out to lunch with friends, Clubbing with friends, Dance class, the list of non productive things goes on..
Oh well. Ill get on it as soon as I stop being lazy. When hell freezes over.
Lets see... hmm, not much to report on.. Gah this is a sad livejournal..
I HATE VALENTINES DAY...
Well.. umm.. heres a fun quiz.. enjoy..
current mood: frustrated
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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10:15 pm - What a strange thing you are
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Okay, so im feeling a bit..... bitch like today. I dont know why, but i feel like ive been acting like a jerk to people lately , and if i have, i apologize. ^^;;
Anyways.. Didnt do much today, been sick and lying around all day. If i had something to do i would have done it, but none of my friends were willing to do anything. either sick or busy. bleh.
I got my ancient sewing maching to work today.. made a rather cute skirt.. though it was made out of an old sheet cause i cant afford fabric.... but anyways. as soon as i get money, im gonna make my costume. cant wait! gotta go now, im sick and i need sleep. bye!
current mood:  sick
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